For my New Years I stated this year is going to be one for some type of change....
Don't get me wrong, I am very grateful for my job and the fact that I was able to keep it during our recession, it was a great blessing. But I do believe it is time for me to move on. A lot of things have changed in house and I've never been a fan of "corporate world", too many people with too many agendas that have nothing to do with why we are there.
I also feel like it's turning me into a person and I do not want to be, I dislike the way I act and feel towards people there, I'm not that type of person and I know longer want to be in that environment. This needs to be done for me, before I go totally crazy and resent myself for staying at a place that makes me miserable
SO - with that being said, I've got one more thing - I AM SCARED AS NOTHING ELSE!
I can't just up and quit my job, that's just crazy talk! We need the money, we need to pay the mortgage each month, we need to make sure our bills are paid on time. How can I just up and leave without a back up plan... I'm crazy, right!? Right.......
HOWEVER, talk time is over ... It's time for A*C*T*I*O*N.
Wish me luck as I venture into something new this year, it's way past time.
Just make sure you have an exit plan ... Good luck!!
ReplyDeleteYou will find that it is a hard road ahead, many discouraging bends will encumber the strength of your resolve. Trust your inner monologue. Dismiss doubts layed upon you by those who do not share your passion. You have wonderful people that will serve as an anchor for you. Use them to their fullest extent, for they will never tire in their support. And last but not least, when you dive into a world inhabited by sharks and wolves...pull up your sleeves, and don't take shit from anyone.
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